TO HURT OR TO BE HURT.
Where got connection? I wonder if I am in the right track or not at the moment. I was sliped for several times. I learnt all those mistakes I'd done. I am done with struggling and all sort of courage to nothing but losing, and at worst destroying all memories that being kept for times.
And now, I still wonder. If this track leads me to the right destiny, I am happy and happy like princess. But where got fairy tale in real life. Even to act like you do live in those fairy tale land, what people you want to lie on?
To stay or walk away is your own choice. 'You never fail attracting people. And you never fail stay with em, even you hurt' Yaa my best friend ever told me this. I was and I am. When I said I stay, it means I stay. Although the hurt says leave, although the leg keep walking, I still come back. Because all those days was my fault. Fault of being betrayed by those creatures called MEN.
And now I am full of wonder. Is there any real man ever born to stay with me forever? To keep accompanying me no matter what where when? To love me till the last breath of mine? :')
I am stronger than before but to laying your tears on your own shoulder is quiet hard. I may not know when but I am praying the destiny of mine comes faster so that I could see the reality that being shadowed all this time.
P/s: Semoga realiti itu milik kita. Bukan bermadah pujangga, bukan kata janji yang aku pinta. Cuma ketulusan sebuah hati mengharungi hikayat cinta kita bersama :)
