Oh hi! It's mid of the night when I am thinking of posting something here.
Hmmm jengjengjeng, scary kan? Sedih lah. Hati kenapa selalu sedih???
It's always come up to my mind where this feeling will goes and when it supposed to stop feels like this..
As supposedly I shouldn't feels this way. It is forbidden and plus it is not necessarily needed to feels this way.
Bukan jealous, but kind of scared. Told ya what, to remain positive is hurt, but to pretend that you are positive is even harder :(
You lie to the max when you said you're not even a bit jealous when your crush talk, smile or whatever he did when some girls else. I am not excepted. I seems like I don't but deep down it's still hurting. I awake everynight, checking on your last seen whatsapp, your previous night tweet and maybe that's quiet something before I check anything else. I am not controlling, but at lease give me some belief that you're not like any other flirting-man out there. Even to say that you missed them, hurt me. I know how exactly it was, but just keep it yourself better right? Jagalah sikit hati perempuan :( We are fragile, we are emotionally build our day with all sort of thinking and right now what am I thinking is that I am just nobody but one of your girl friends that you'd missed. Erghhhhh tak suka lah. K bye!
